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the girl next door Landai ;DD Im a relatively good girl, and I absolutely adores everyone and everything. You can call me Clarine or just plainly, LANDAI. (: FUTURE-ACCOMPLISHMENTS!:D #1-Be a Barista #2-Be an Animal Volunteer #3-Be a Volunteer at a hospital #4-Know Piano #5-Know Guitar #6-Know Electric Guitar #8-Know Violin #9-Learn Korean #10-Learn Japanese #11-Learn Hairstyling from CARBON! #12-Learn H-H, Breaking,Locking, Popping etc. + Singing at the same time. #13-Learn beat-boxing #14-Learn rapping #15-Learn Designing [Design Engineer?] #16-Learn baking and designing cakes underline italic bold |
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Friday, October 30, 2009
GRATS TO ROYSTON!GETTING MARRIED ON 14TH MARCH 2010.
Best of lucks for your marriage.
Hope you will have a blissful marriage and live till an old age. (:
GRATS!
An nyoung people.
Tomorrow have rehearsal.
CRAZY!
Meeting up with siuhui in th morning to eat breakfast. (:
T_T
Im seperated from moron.
Poofe.
Moron like very pissed at me or smth.
D:
oh well.
dont bother alr.
Bye.
An nyoung.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Hi people.Singing. (:
To keep me awake .
today half -ran to co.
straight after th angklung workshop.
Made a deal with Xinen.
we all made deal with her.
we keep instruments in co rm.
In return for extended one hour of practice.
POOFE.
can i die?
Hand suddenly pain.
Shot through my veins.
:]
Its okay though.
Had co straight all th way .
6 FULL WHOLE HOURS.
no rest.
no break.
no eat.
no walking.
Kept checking my watch.
Tired.
Plain tired.
Eyes are already 12% opened.
poofe.
Sorry to those who im crappy with just now.
Felt too crappy.
Haha.
:'(
Im really tired.
Going to find Sp tomorrow STRAIGHT after my practice tomorrow and going to admiralty with her to ask about our employment.
Sigh.
Im really so tired.
Today mr low.
He almost.
BLEW HIS TOP.
He's agitated today.
Somehow, pissed, crappy and angry at us.
Never seen him like this before.
He was mostly on the optimistic side.
Sigh.
I dont think strings and co can make it.
Rehearsal is this coming saturday.
oh well.
Let's pray hard.
Today, I said Hi to kimi.
Said she can dont reply me if she wanted.
But I got hanged.
Restarted com.
When logged in again, she was gone.
Nope.
No byebye or anything.
Just gone.
Ohwell.
Maybe.
I should take a break and not talk to them both for some time until after my performance? :]
I really should.
Dont think I will reply much
(:
Today.
Quite boring.
Sp, megan, guanyi[korea!<3's], siuhui and zj never come
so thr.
boring workshop.
boring podcast.
boring day.
boring co.
borrrriinnggggggg.
Oh well.
Bang was quite.. cold towards me today.
Ohwell.
Its my fault really.
haha.
mine again.
._.
okay.
bye.
an nyoung.
merry xmas.
hoho.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
An nyoung.today never went to school.
Writing letter.
Lol.
:]
Ate nasi lemak as dinner.
niceeee. (:
Going to eat desert later.
:D
it's boring nowadays.
:/
Rehearsal is this saturday.
Poofe.
Strings no hope le.
=]
Anyway.
Optimistic!
Haha.
And its so early.
Yet we have to hand in 20$ tomorrow for NEXT YEAR'S el wb.
crazy.
._.
kay.
no mood to talk.
Bye.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Hihi.An nyoung !
:D
I've cheered up lots .
There's no CO today.
:DDDDDD
Weeee~
Parents went out to work.
Earliest 3+ then come back, so im aloneeee .
But that's a good thing.
:]
Was playing Eternity Memory of Lightwaves in Sythnesia.
So hard.
But it's nice.
Going to try it on real keyboard later.
:D
One week !
I want to work.
ASAP.
I want co to stop.
ASAP.
sigh.
:/
my freedom, gone.
My plans, gone.
My holidays, gone.
My going out times, gone.
My meetups, gone.
my sleep time, GONE.
:/
oh great.
Still feeling a bit sleepy.
:P
okay.
I've nothing to say.
Hope I wont die of exhaustion.
I havent sued TEONG'S fishtank .
YET.
(:
Oh well.
Buh-bye.
An nyoung.
Where I left off the drawing. (:
An nyoung hah say yo.
HiHi.
(:
Got back my results ytd.
I got 75 in level position, for CA+SA2 only.
(:
So.. Not bad?
Feeling neutral.
Had CO tuesday, thursday and today in this week.
POOFE.
I am so drained.
I had plans for my holidays and post-exams .
In the end, EVERYTHING got ruined and went down the drain, all thanks to CO.
Got so effing pissed.
ytd when I got the schedule.
I kept scolding and saying eff.
Sigh..
:/
MY PLANS FOR HOLIDAYS IS RUINED JUST BECAUSE OF CHINESE ORCHESTRA.
WTH.
Our lives doesnt just REVOLVES around co.
We have our lives to LEAD right.
Why keep tying us DOWN?!
This.
Is.
What makes going to co worthless.
ZERO feelings.
INFINITE hatred.
ahhhhh.
my PLANS.
Okay.
So now.
My plans are.
Go CO in the day.
Go mac work RIGHT after co.
No choice.
Seeing that co is ALWAYS so adamant.
sigh.
Maybe Im working from 6pm onwards.
To 2am max?
Oh great.
Then I will fall asleep.
during co.
wooooooo.
And get scolded.
I still have to fork out $20 by MYSELF.
note.
MYSELF.
my parents hate co so much that they wont even give me one cent for the $20.
So oh great.
now I have to DO everything.
Poo.
Anyways.
Im into drawing/sketching those anime characters.
Or Kimbum and T.O.P (:
Just drew one of T.O.P.
Going to send it to Kims ASAP.
Via mail, of cuhs.
Sigh.
Hope I dont faint during co.
Oh yes.
Andrew CHEER UP AND SMILE !
:/
Stop being so pessimistic.
It's gonna be ALRIGHT.
(;
Okay?
So stop emo-ing.
Weee.
You still have 24 MONTHS to catch up with your peers.
You're gnna be okay.
(:
MACDONALDS !
OMG.
Hope I dont see the boys there.
Or see any people that I know there.
Poo.
So my location is a SECRET.
Shhhhh. (:
okay.
Synthing soon.
(;
An nyoung !
[P.s: hand hurts like hell nowadays. yet cant tell parents. OR they will be wreaking havoc and messing my already messed up life.]
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hi people.:]
An nyoung.
Today was quite happy.
I was very very very happy .
When I was with kims, that is.
We went out toady to celebrate our belated birthdays.
(:
Intended to watch a movie, but in th end we never, too late.
haha.
Bought Kuroshitsuji's wallet !
Then when I was watching Kimi playing my psp, two people, one china and one eurasian appoached us.
Then they asked us where is Macdonalds.
So we took them there.
Good deed.
haha !
Then there was also one time.
There were two guys dressed in white chicks costumes.
One handed us the korean restaurant's ad and discount coupon or smth.
haha.
:D
funny.
White chicks.
then i played maple when i went home.
Got into a little bit of conflict with ands.
Then he went offline.
And never online after that.
Gaming D.O.T.A again I suppose?
Sorry ands.
My temper's not THAT good nowadays.
Then I continued.
Went into a mini quarrel with megan chang jia qi.
then in the end she said sorry.
and it was my FAULT, later somehow.
Then I thought of gong to find her and chui siewpeng.
They said to wait for me.
In the end.
I reached.
They went off on their own.
again.
Then they said.
I could wait there for them if i want.
And so I waited.
Then I tracked that they were not coming back at all.
So i asked megan chang.
Then she said sorry again.
And so later I go find Kellyn.
I thought ,"hey, its gnna be better."
Then.
kellyn talked lesser and lesser.
And then out of nowhere.
I died.
Nobody even commented.
And so i died a total of three times.
I got so sad then .
Even when I said bye.
Only Kellyn replied me.
Huh.
Details im not going into them.
What's the use?
You all tell me slowly slowly train.
Yet you all go chiong till like that.
What's th point?
You all said you would wait for me.
Yet you all didnt come back.
You all told me to wait for you all.
I did.
You all never came back.
Yet, all you all said was a plain, 5words "sorry"
Sorry?
What if i killed your parents then i said sorry?
Actions speaks louder than words.
You all dont even mean what you all said.
And so now I know.
I really got to see your true faces.
Games, Popularity, Fame, Money, are more important than me.
Yet I ask, what am I to you?
A pest?
An irritating girl?
An ignorant girl?
A sickening girl?
A stupid, dumn girl?
A girl who trusts people too many times?
A girl who moronly waits for people who never returns, and all that girl gets is just a sorry?
In my perspectives.
That's what I AM to you.
Now I know.
I can only really trust kimi.
others are just fake smiles.
huh.
Good lesson learnt.
once again, sorry ands for just now.
Its not your fault.
I was too sad only.
Sorry.
:D
<3's kimi
Sunday, October 11, 2009
An nyoung .:D
Supersupersuper pissed at this comp today.
My patch was 12%, and it restarted.
two times .
pissedpissedpissed !
:/
Okay.
Here's a few pics on Kimbum (:
Tomorrow's Geo paper.Followed by Maths paper on tuesday.
And lastly, HE paper on wednesday.
Then Im free !
(:
We've decided to work as promoters asap.
But of course.
We need to know the skills of promoting.
(:
Me and Megan are saving money for laptop.
We've decided on Samsung, but I saw one laptop by Dell.
It's Adamo.
Meaning, to fall in love with, in Latin.
(:
It's really slim, only o.65! (:
There's onyx or pearl.
So me and megan are going to decide after exams.
Making POSB atm card too.
:D
bored.
:/
Today's weather had me.
I feel sooooooo fried and shrivelled and dehydrated.
:0
tomorrow's school !
sigh.
There's bowling course after exams again.
Hoping I can skip school with carbonmoron on thurs/friday.
to attend promoting course ! :D
They are going to buy a handphone too.
I want it too !
It's N97 if im not wrong.
Its cool.
But I already have my samsung pixon.
:/
So Im going to decide AFTER I have the money to buy it.
:]
Okay.
So there.
There's nothing much to talk about anymore.
Oh.
Im intending on learning to speak korean.
:D
finding courses.
poofe.
Okay.
Gamsah hamnida,
An nyoung. (:
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
An Nyoung hah say yoh.:D
Using comp !
Introducing this song :
Lala Land !
(:
It's quite nice.
Found it recently when I was at Siuhui's house.
Decided that Im going to start asving up money to buy myself a laptop! (:
Weeeee~
Despo for a new laptop.
:/
D:
Damn my current comp.
Its resolutions turned awry.
And it's getting on my nerves.
Laggy too.
._.
PISSED@ that comp! =@
Okay.
I gtg soon.
ICT is ending soon.
x]
Havent talked to Nat and Ands and others for ageeeeeees. :0
Going to work Part Time during the holidays !(:
Okay.
Gamsah Hamnida. :D
An nyoung.