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Landai ;DD


Im a relatively good girl, and I absolutely adores everyone and everything. You can call me Clarine or just plainly, LANDAI. (:



FUTURE-ACCOMPLISHMENTS!:D #1-Be a Barista
#2-Be an Animal Volunteer
#3-Be a Volunteer at a hospital
#4-Know Piano
#5-Know Guitar
#6-Know Electric Guitar
#8-Know Violin
#9-Learn Korean
#10-Learn Japanese
#11-Learn Hairstyling from CARBON!
#12-Learn H-H, Breaking,Locking, Popping etc.
+ Singing at the same time.
#13-Learn beat-boxing
#14-Learn rapping
#15-Learn Designing [Design Engineer?]
#16-Learn baking and designing cakes
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Monday, November 30, 2009

AN NYOUNG!
:D

Was pissed by my mom .
TOTALLY PISSED.
But its okay now.
:]
Went out with WEIYIN today!
Had the helluva good and GREAT time.
First pic was taken when i tried th uniform.
:D
Seconed and third.
Oh well.
Haha.
Taken today.
And my feet is killing me.
THOSE SHOES.
omg.

My Hp bill is wayyyyyyyy low.
:/
oh.
Waited for WEIYIN for THIRTY MINUTES zhun zhun.
Late for soooo LONG.
._.



Both hands are still painful.
Especially ytd night.
I cant sleep at all.
My left hand was too painful.
Like, IDK.
Like someone used a SHARP hook and hooked your veins up?
And my sockets felt sore and sharp pains too.
POOFE.
I KNEW I wouldnt get well.
D:
I shouldnt even play instrument in this state.
But, sigh.
Who cares?
Its over alr.
Hope I can stand down next year.
Dont want my handS t be crippled.
ZOMG.
I'd rather die.
._.


Speaking of death.
Im going t th hospital later on, t visit my granny.
My father said she'e dying.
D:
GRANNY.
MAY YOU R.I.P!
._.
Sigh.
If she really goes on with her life[dies]
IDK how happy tht slut will be, tho.
Happy enough t open a bottle of champagne?

Huh.


Sigh. 
._.


Hope grans get wella soon.
:/
Okay.
Buh-bye!
^^


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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Ho, twin. Today's post is not about the bbq. :]
Can dont need t read le. 

Yo people.
:/

Sad to say, today is the last day of the Singtel laptop promotion!
Sigh.
Means I wont be able t get it by today. D:
STUPID MOMO!
Work so hard for whattttt.
The money all spend on herself de.
:/
She's so gnna die tonight.
POOFE.

Oh.
My Granny's in the hospital.
AGAIN.
sigh.
Hope she gets well soon. ._.
After all, she treats me better than my MOM.
effing shit. Crap woman.
Talks crap all day long.
POO.
PISSS TO YOU, YOU USELESS WOMAN!

Going to Science Centre with Weiyin tomorrow. :D
Ah, well.
At least this is a good news.
So many EFFING events happened lately.
I will definitely migrate to other countries like new york or smth.
When I grow up and i have the authority t do so, of course.
I CANT STAND THIS EFFING LIFE.

I cant do anything i want.
I keep being forced t do those things that i do NOT want.
And im sick of those grown ups talking crapshit.
SICK of my parents arguing.


I WANT to go right up to them whn they are quarrelling and give them a good, TIGHT slap!
And tell them t get a life.
I WANT to go abroad.
I WANT to learn piano.
I WANT to have a pet.
I WANT to have my own LIFE.
I WANT!
There's so many things i dont wanna do, and there's so many things that i WANT to do.


And im soooooo SICK of the naggings and quarrellings.
Im going t have depression or sth.
Soon enough.
POO.
And I want a laptop.
But I wonder when i will really get one.
I dont think those two nerd SUCKERS are even going to get me one.
Either too busy nagging SHIT at me, or working.
especially that SLUT.
cant stand her, seriously.
She's absofuckinglutely not going t have a wink of SLEEP TODAY.
ITS MY TURN TO SCOLD HER.
And I dont care if the police turns up.
I'll be so hopping mad that i'll just say, PISS TO YOU, SLUT!
And slam the door and go sleep.
HAHA.



Sigh.

I miss siuhui.
:/
STUPID LIFE.
I WANT T GET A LIFE!
If this is what life is all about.
Then I dont want t live anymore.
I'd rather prefer being DEAD.
And going to Heaven.
._.
Maybe I'll meet my gramps.
REAL gramps, not siuhhui. :]
Sigh.
I miss him pretty much, tho.
._.

GRAMPS.
HELP ME T GET A LIFE, WILL YOU. 
:/
Im crazy  !!!
D:


Okay.
Maybe today im going to sulk in a corner.
OH NO.
FUCK THAT PERSON WHO IS DRILLING AT THIS POINT OF THE DAY!
IM GNNA CALL THE COPS.
FUCK AND PISS ON YOU, YOU DRRILLER!
WHY NOT DRILL OUT YOUR BRAINS.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THATS it.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH.
bye. 
:@




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Friday, November 27, 2009
Hello, people!
:D

->to YIWEI TWINNIE.
Bbq is on 9th dec 2009.
um..
Time im not sure yet.
But you can tell me at msn wether you can come?
^^
MUST COME Ah!
:D
Ohh.
Need ta pay around 3-5$.
Im sureeeee you can de, right. x]
uhhhhhhhh.
I think that's all?.
Hahahaha.
I sent you a msg too, but i suppose you didnt receive again ? -_-
Takecare, tho.
:]


Okay.
hahaha.
Going to Science centre with Clique on MONDAY!! 
WooHOO. :D
Superrrrrrrr happayy.





And I miss siuhui . D:

Sigh.
Wonder how's she doing at indonesia?
She's alr enough tanned as she is.
LOLL.
Imagine she just went there a few days, and came back being a BLACKIE.
OMG.
-_-
Oh.
And mate, if you are reading this post, just want to tell you that .
Its not worth being sad or crying over that kind of guy!
HE SUCKS .
BIG TIME.
And who cares wether his ohso-suckish lover is in the same class as us next year.
KICK HER ASS!
:D
Me and meg will surely KICK for you.
Haha!
Okay.
JUst uh, cheer up okay? :/
Smile moreeeee, like THIS --> :D
or you can do this too, :d if you want.
or :p.
HAHA.
Okay.


Im toooooooo lazy t go down and pay at the AXS machine. D:
HOT WEATHER!
~_~
Im practically, sizzling.
boo ya, okay.

sigh.

Contact me whn you are back, siuhui!
:D
Ohkayyyyye.
Buh-byeeeeee people.
Anyoung!
:D


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Thursday, November 26, 2009
Hello.
Left hand acted up again. ._.
painnnnnnn. :X
okay.

Going to learn Electric Guitar with Weiyin .
Instead of the scary Judo. :]

Okay.
Bye.
Sigh.
 


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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
An nyoung hahsayeo!
:D
How's the holidays going for everyone?
The performance @ school finally ended.
Can finally take a break.
(;
So far, bought books, uniform.

Was supposed to go out with someone today.
In the end tht someone msg-ed me and told me to postpone it t other days, cause apparently that someone's maple friends are more important than me, and tht person has promised the maple friends t play maple with them.
And so be it.

Maybe its because of this, im in a bad mood?
Pretty worse mood today.
Re--organised everything.
oooh.
Zj has become more striahgtforward.
And maybe today alot of ppl do not have th patience to talk t me.
So be it. 
Or maybe they are outside.
:]

LOL.
random .


okay.
I'll get straight to the point.
There's going to be a BBQ instead of chalet.
On dec 8.

ZOMG.
So today im not going to book the place.
OMg, will i be fined?
._.
sigh.
Who cares alr right.
(:
kay, gtg.
Not in the mood t BLOG recently.
I need to go out and walk around and get a fresh air!
:D 
But sadly, no one wants t go out with me. ._.
Either too lazy, dont want, or they are spending time with their families or just ignoring or plainly, NOT FREE. Or working.
Sigh.
What good friends i have, huh.
 ._.
okay.
BYE!
(;
 


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First full dress Rehearsal
Sunday, November 15, 2009
An nyoung hah say yo!
:D

Yesterday was the rehearsal.
The costume was better.
Easier to wear.
But still as hot as ever.
Went through rehearsal two times.
Ended at around 3 plus, I guess.
Was so tired.
By the time me, queenie and guanyi reached cwp, Im sooooooooo tired. ._.

Went t Pastamania's t eat.
Saw Zhi Kai working as a waiter!
:D
Haha.

Bought Bbt after eating.
Felt like my head was swimming. >_<
Swimming in mid air?
Idontknow.
(:

Went home aft walking around.


Watched AI in the night.
Then grabbed my jacket and went t cwp.
My father kept complaining about late buses ._.
Bought popcorn+ coke, then went in t watch 2012.

It's a nice movie.
And a long one too.
But its still so sad. D:
Everybody should go watch.

Oh.
I remembered.
Aft co went t th shoerack thr.
Cant find my shoes anywhere.
Only another one that is same size same kind.
Then Cheryl/Sheryl shouted so many times but still no one admitted.
POOFE.

I WANT MY SHOES BACK!
D:
T_T
:/
Sigh.

Okay.
Byeeeee. :D


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Thursday, November 12, 2009
Hello people.
:D

Sigh.
Had a tiring day today.
Got scolded by instructor, as expected.
Oh well.
Im into Hot shot recently.
:D

Oh YES.
Kimi's sis has an iTouch.
Im so envious..
:/
And I just realised that Zijin likes Sphinx Ding too!
Handsome alright.
Godfrey gao is handsome too.
Gao yi xiang and Ding chun cheng are loved ! :D

Had a sudden thought, that maybe, Im like the Bookman in D gray man.
MAYBE.
:]
Cuhs, The bookman takes part in the event that he wants t record down, and he takes part in it too.
But at least he is on better terms with his teammates than i AM with my friends .
So.
Im even worse than the BOOKMAN, Lavi. ._.
sigh.
Im not even a teeny bit popular ._.
And I change randomly.
LOL.
Seee. ._.

I cant seem t do anything right, and i keep making mistakes.
Im dumb, ugly and clumsy.
Sigh.
And people think im irritating.
And I keep irritating people.
Sad.
Pathetic. ._.
Im so oh pathetic.
Sigh.
Okay.

Merry christmas.
Everything changed so abruptly that I did not even had the time to get over it.
But I think, even if i cant accept it.
I HAVE to accept it, isnt that so?
Huh.
(;

Hey.
gtg.
Bye



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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
An nyoung hasayo people!
:D

Today saw my results.
3-E4 [D&T]
Crap.
Sent in my Appeal form with Siuhui today .
We want 3-E2 BIO!
Sigh.

Weiyin is taking POA and dk what else.
Ands sis is not released yet.
:D
And Im stuck with MAJORITY of the boys from class 2E3'09 .
Oh NO.
._.
Megan got into E3. :]

Im so scared of the MATHS.
._.
Saw the answers for the 3B workbook.
so.
HARD.
there's the , um..
Sin, cos, y or tan those kinds of signs.
Scarie [o......o]

Having CO sectional tomorrow.
Again.
Im getting so tired of co.
POOFE.

ARG.
There's still the TIE next year.
So, so omg.
TIES!
And new top for the uniform :D
New p.e
Weeeeee!
Im gnna pray every moment with siuhui.
So that our appeal is SUCCESSFUL.
Okay.
Im too nervous.
CRAP.
._.

Speaking of which.
I havent started my tuition yet.
And.
I havent gone t Audition today.
COOL.
Going later. (;

Recently due t some technical problems, KIMI is not online.
And Im talking lesser and lesser to Ands . ._.
Isnt that pathetic.
._.
And them both AREN'T talking t each other . ._.
BOOHOO. D:
It seems like its my fault.
Maybe I shouldnt talk t them both . ._.
That's sad.
Sigh.

Kay.
Byeeeeeee .
(:

Godfrey& Sphinx <3



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Sunday, November 8, 2009
An nyoung hah say yo .
:]
Been rather weird nowadays.
Today my father's friend was sent t cremation at the crematory.
Sniffs.

Although Im not that close t him, but still.
He died of lung cancer.
:/

Went Auding today.
Quite bored.
Nth t do.
Nowadays, people are either avoiding me, not talking to me, playing pets society, RC-ing, mapling, auding or whatever.
At this point, I thought of a song called.
If im not wrong, its called " If today is your last day" or smth.
I wonder..
If today's your last day, what would you do?
Who will you think of ?
:]
And etc.
Blah.

Oh.
Okay.
Take that I didnt say anything.
Alot of people changed alot.
and crap.

I just want a PEACEFUL ordinary life!
Okay not really.
But I dont want t see any people keep talking bad about other people.
Its like you call a bitch a backstabber and you are THAT bitch . -.-


Peiqi came back along with a few of our alumnis ytd for the rehearsal!
Was happy t see them.
(:
Very happy.

Going downstairs soon for a walk.
With Zinc.

Oh yea.
Speaking of which.
There's a guy called weihao or smth
Then he asked me fr my number.
Yes.
Again.
Another guy. -.-
And zinc was shocked.
haha. :]

After much consideration
I've decided to learn piano
:]

Pianoooooo. x3's
Tried Xiao Yu Xie Li Ke Bai 2 on my violin.
It was sad ..
Okay.

Oh.
Andrew got a fever.
An ultra high one, 39+ degree?
And t think he can recover within one day -_-
Guai ka :D

Weeee.
There is co tomorrow.
Again.
Yes, again.
Extreme cca is going to make my skills deprove and DEprove. ._.
Those who keep skipping cca.
THEY WILL BE KICKED TO HELL AND NOT PARTICIPATE IN TH PERFORMANCE AND THE TEACHERS WILL KILL THEM ALL.
hahaha.
Im Evil , i know. .-.


Oh kay.
So.
Conclusion is that.
Nobody talks to me again.
Hahaha.
Hahahaha.
Its the COLD season again I guess.
Oh well.
Bye.
An nyounghi.
PS. :[I saw "the seed of chucky" on teeV ytd. It was horrifying that i cant slp and went t read chinese novel until I fell asleep on my bed and the light was still on. -.-]

Need t get changed and reach downstairs in 8 minutes time .
Byeeeeeeeee.

Hot shot ; Lan qui huo x3's :D



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Friday, November 6, 2009
An nyoung hah say yo.
My papa's friend died of cancer two days back.
Father showed me his picture in the obituary or whatever in the newspaper section.
D:
Rest in peace, uncle!

Oh well.
I gtg.
Im starting to learn korean .
Ytd printed a whole stack of korean notes.
Going to start learning ^^

Although I have not much interaction for tht uncle.
But somehow after that.
I seem to be more awake.
Like you know.
How a person goes away and leaves this world forever.
o.o
Sometimes people wonder whr we would go after we die?
Or, is death peaceful?
Whats the feeling of being dead and cremated?
What's afterlife like?

Maybe, after we have done our part in this world, we would leave this world.
Should be.
Oh well.
Him ne him ne!
(:

Crap.
I have co AGAIN.
:/
tomorrow starting from 7.45am.
So reaching at 7.30.
-_-
Going to have a headache.


Watching Hot shot later on.
Sleeping straight after that.
Need. To. Wake. Up.
Tomorrow at.
5.30am.
GOD.
kill meeeeee.
D:

NEVERMIND.
one good news, so .
Him ne him ne!
:]

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2 : THE SQUEAKquel.
Coming to cinemas on 24.12.2009.
Im so going to watch it!
So, so, so funnnnnnnyyyyyyyyy. (:
:D
There.






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