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Landai ;DD


Im a relatively good girl, and I absolutely adores everyone and everything. You can call me Clarine or just plainly, LANDAI. (:



FUTURE-ACCOMPLISHMENTS!:D #1-Be a Barista
#2-Be an Animal Volunteer
#3-Be a Volunteer at a hospital
#4-Know Piano
#5-Know Guitar
#6-Know Electric Guitar
#8-Know Violin
#9-Learn Korean
#10-Learn Japanese
#11-Learn Hairstyling from CARBON!
#12-Learn H-H, Breaking,Locking, Popping etc.
+ Singing at the same time.
#13-Learn beat-boxing
#14-Learn rapping
#15-Learn Designing [Design Engineer?]
#16-Learn baking and designing cakes
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Monday, January 25, 2010
Hey guys.
Im back for another post.
 Hmm.


Whats up?
Here's whats up recently in my life.


It isnt THAT boring anymore, as you can SEE.
:D


Oh well anyway I was just telling you that ReCENTLY, my DnT lessons were turning into a..... rock creative studio?


There's beatboxing, rapping, dancing, speakers blasting songs, and whatever you want, name it and WE have it!

WE also do sing a song, I gotta feeling.

Here goes how:
Asyraf& boys:  I gotta feeling,

whole class: WOOHOO~





So yea, Those interested to join please notify us and pay a sum of joining fee to enter!
You would get a cool inflatable plastic folder pillow, YES.
Its blown by the H and A's respectively.
You would also get to have mr K, watching you.
From... Somewhere?


SO, for all these privileges, its only a fee for 99.99$ (USUAL PRICE)?
NO.
For 88.88?
NO.
For only, 77.77?
OR, for ONLY, 66.66?


NO.!
The discounted, special offer is........
A shocking small sum of only, ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS!

Isnt that great?

Are you salivating now?
WAIT.
Save your saliva, go GREEN.
Are you going "awwwww man... that's so cheap bro?"
If you are, then feel free to join us TODAY! :D
Thank you. Its the end of this advertisement.
:D


And people, for entertainment, please stay tuned to 987FM at 8pm, for Muttons to midnight if you are bored!
Nah, I was just kidding.

And for you information, the above advertisements does not EXIST.
:D


This is deejay clarifice,
Signing off. 
:D




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Monday, January 11, 2010
Annyeonghaseyo. :]
Its the starting of the second week in school.
O levels results were out today.
And after schooI I personally suggested to go down to the hall to find my caring seniors.
First one saw , SM. ._.
Second, michelle, then huhu.
:]


Although I dont know what to say then, but I just wanted to tell them to cheer up.
 ._.
Maybe, that's what we will get too next year?

And I want them to know that, how hard they fall, the more stronger they become.
Thats also the theory my conductor practices about!
Its real though.
In my heart they will always, ALWAYS, be my dearest seniors.
:]
Uniquely special, caring for us juniors in almost every possible way.
I dont even think i am that good a senior sometimes.


And there's the chongpang cc thing.
Dont know if I can cope with it though.
Maybe, after this chongpang and the aesthetics night performance.
I wont be taking part in any more performances or competitions.


And Im determined that, even if I get selected for SYF 2011, I will reject the chance to do so.
:]
I dont think i can cope with everything now.
._.
Stressful!

Sometimes I just wish this frigging school will be burnt down to ASHES and dissappear from my sight.

-POOFE-


TODAY IS UNCLE'S BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUSHU! :D
S.M.I.L.E
HAHAHA


Almost started falling asleep today.
Soooooooo tired.
There's still a few un-completed homework yet.


Maybe and hopefully, that after this post I will feel more calm?
I dont know.
._.
Those Taurus and Libra signs people are recently so cold to me you know.
Thats why, the saying of, Depending on yourself is better than depending or trusting others too much.
Sometimes you would have periods of cold realisations, where you seem to suddenly wake up from a cold iced shower and you can hear, see, smell, sense, taste, predict, and whatever else accurately.


I've been too nervy nowadays.
Starting to notice the symptoms of not being able to catch up!
.-.


Its really hard to find a friend who knows EXACTLY what you feel, think or smth.
._.
And its hard to survive alone sometimes.
You will feel so left out, so.. Cold.
And Im sick of that everything.
I have experienced enough bad memories for more than one lifetime.
 Sigh.
Today almost cried out.
._.


Too much pressure in school.
I cant cope with everything.
And my juniors arent even showing signs of hardworking.
All just, practically slacking there and wasting their sec two lives away.
If they are even good enough, I can rest my mind and continue to further with my studies.
._.
But apparently, they CANT.
And I BET 100%, that the sec ones this year are going to be BETTER than those sec twos!


They treat us seniors like slaves, asking us to teach them, write fingerings for them, and whatever.
When are they going to realise that it is going to be a heavy burden for us if they dont wake up soon enough?


Im so dissappointed in them.
Really.
And everytime that there is a sectional or extra practice, alot of people didnt even turn up for the practices.
Only turns up for the actual performance or smth.
And tell me , are they geniuses or WHAT?
Cant they just obediently do what we say?


Yea, they will just cry in front of mr lee and do nothing else, no improvements whatsoever.
I really dont think I should continue staying here.
My focus is starting to drift away, for APPARENT reasons.
Seriously, cant stand it anymore.
Why is it that always a few only turns up for the practice!


Yea, really cried a bit today.
Thanks yisuan jie for comforting me.
At least I will know that you will always be there for me . :]
But still.
Not a lot of people can be trusted nowadays.
Even kimchi, is starting to drift away from me.
Maybe .. 
I often wonder, maybe will this be the last year of my relationship wih her?
Is it going to break soon?
I seriously dont know.




Okay.
Bought a golden headphones for $38 today . 
-BLING BLING-
:D
Sigh.


Im still depressed.
And I would hereby say a formal SORRY , my apologies to anyone that I have or will be going to be rude to nowadays.
._.
There's always, CO practice, from monday to thursday.
This has happened since the first week of school, FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.


And yet, we are the WORST section in the whole big co , because?
Because we stay back the most and stay until the latest?
Is that what it is about?


Maybe, I dont know when, but maybe when I cant cope with things anymore, I will just have to give up on my worthless section.


Yes, after working all that hard work, I would still have to give up.
Who knows what we will get for th SYF next year.
Without us these seniors to carry on the heavy burden, will they be able to cope?
I dont know and i dont wish to know.
So yea.


Bye.
Bye.




ONCE AGAIN.
HAPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, UNCLE SHUSHU!
:D
byebye


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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
2010.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Hey people.
:D
Today is the second day of the re-opening of the school.
Tied tie today.
Dar helped me tie abit, meg and 'suan too! :D


Tiring days.
Had first lessons today.
And Im going to have a Physics test, mass run, and E maths homework tomorrow.
After school, going to have CCA again.


Today took the bus with Zinc, and the uncle suddenly BRAKED.
And yes, I was standing with my physics book, chem book and e maths book and my plastic hard cover file in my left hand, and the other holding the pole and the instrument casing at the same time.
So yea, I pretty much FLEW -flies, weeeeee!- to zinc. -.-


And she crushed into another person beside as well at the same time. ._.
:D

Alright.
Im getting tired.
So byebye!


HWAITING! :D


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Friday, January 1, 2010
ANNEONG.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Today is my mom's birthday.
:]

Went to cwp early in the morning with carbonMORON.
:D
 Did maths.
FINALLY!

MORON LOST HER CHOPPER TODAY.
D:
Ate mac for breakfast.
Then went to civic's mac.
carbon bought an EXTREMELY LARGE cup of Lemon Tea!
In the end we sort of kept going to the toilet.

Watched 'Gao Za Le' by Xiao Gui on youtube with carbon's laptop!
so funny.
:D
HIGHLY RECCOMMENDED!
Weeeeee~

Recently weiyin's been very busy.
._.
Busy to the point that she doesnt even say a formal 'Hello' to me.
As for the bye?
She just says 'I gtg, BYE.'
And just goes offline like that.
I didnt even get the chance to say goodbye to her.


I know, sometimes im being over-sensitive [like twin! :D] .
But still.
After knowing each other for 6-7 years.
I still cant figure out why she can be so....so..... SO unconcerned ?
Sigh.


Going t MCO tomorrow.
Then swimming after that.
:D


FUCK.
MY FUCKING FATHER DID SOMETHING IRRITATING.
SHIT HIM.


going to post taeyang's pics tomorrow then.
BYE./

 


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