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Friday, February 26, 2010
Annyeong haseyo people.:D
Got two results back today.
Both flunked.
Let's PRAY hard and hope that I wont flunk any more subjects.
._.
Carried DnT home today.
The workbook, textbook and Pvc file.
Left hand cant move now. :/
And I miss Muttons!
Dont know where they went.
Going to megan's house tomorrow with Boss after Boss finished her PT work.
:D
Went to have lunch cum our crew outing just now at Pizzahut.
Ate a baked pasta.
It was nice.
:D
And went to the toilet, before bidding Boss goodbye.
Thereafter, me and Meg went to the Library to do our DnT.
When we were starting to do the DnT Research, Meg suddenly suggested to buy glue.
Ran out of it.
So we packed our bags and carried all those heavy stuffs back to cwp's popular just to buy glue.
-.-
Pathetic isnt it.
In the end I also bought one for myself.
And a marker pen too.
:D
Me and meg bought a BIG and HUMONGOUS one.
Bostik glue, $3.10 ea.
:D
THAT, we figured, should last us and the class for awhile. :)
Tomorrow after we reached Megan's home, we would go be a Door to Door Salesman!
:D
Oh yes.
Mr Kumar said: "I am a vending machine." today.
And he repeated that sentence alot of times.
HAHA!
:D
It was so funny, we kept laughing and laughing and laughing non-stop.
;)
And to that, I think I shall end my post here.
With love to Youngbae (:
Annyeongkhi Haseyo.
:D
Set and determined my path ahead.
Decided to get promoted to sec Four Express next year, graduate as well as Sookmin and Heping.
Then on the day after my O levels, dump everything aside and start working at starbucks!
And after work will find people to go attend Korean Language Course with me. (:
When I get into a decent poly [SP], I would try my hard to do my best in everything.
Of course, Working on weekend at Starbucks.
Thereafter, when I graduate and if Youngbae hasnt found his other half apple yet, I shall go and find him. (:
Im confident of that.
So now there leaves this major questions where, in time, would soon reveal its answer:
"Will he be mine?"
Its a tiring path, but its going to be okay.
:D
Goodbye.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Annyeong haseyo. :DSaw one film on Yb's past .
A sort of Documentary.
Sad.ed when he went to the hospital to see his gramps .
:/
Saw another one too.
He talked about lots of things on the radio station . (:
For one thing that I've heard ever so clearly in my whole life,
He said:
Im not doing this to show off or something..
But I am searching for someone.
And he also mentioned that:
He hopes that his ideal one is a good listener,
Innocent looking,
Shorter than him.
And also one who knows how to dress herself up.
:D
And his favourite nickname that is given by his fans is actually ' Hip Hop Fairy'.
The DJ of that station also cracked many jokes too.
:D
Common test are officially over.
So now that leaves the results and the Dnt research+ Survey+ Ideation+ Definition and many moree. (:
For now, let's just pray that I passed every subject. ._.
Not going to procrastinate any further from march holidays onwards!
:]
Need to buck up for my Barista and not to waste another year in school.
Running 2.4km trial on next monday.
;X
Alright, I have to go now.
Annyeongkhihaseyo. :D
Monday, February 22, 2010
An nyeong haseyo.:D
Today things started from worst, to bad, then finally to marvellous.
:]
First was the P.e to deal with.
Everybody walked and took their time.
Then was the sit ups.
Partnered with casing!
:D
So funny.
She cheated.
Then when it was her turn to do sit ups.
First count : One hundred.
Second count: Two thousand.
Then to the three million or the five teras.
:D
Maths, maths!
Speechless for that paper.
Dont know if I should cry, laugh or smile.
As the chinese saying goes: " ku xiao bu de". (:
As for english, its japanese bombing at the Hiroshima by Honshu again.
._.
Plus the weather was sooooooo warm.
Kept squiggling in my seat.
:/
Okay.
After that had Chem Rememdial.
Then went to mac.
And was supposed to go to library to revise and memorise Chem.
But in the end we kept laughing and played with the Periodic table.
:D
Saw and talked about unique and different things !
;D
So funny.
Its been so long since I laghed so much.
Hmmm.
And it was time to go home.
:]
So I guess it will be a lot easier to absorb, understand and memorise everything in later on.
After my show.
Naturally.
Uh...
Realised that at the end of the day, studies do matter of course.
But what makes everything looks so positive and makes people feel different is laughter.
:D
Brightens up my dayyyy.
And plus, when im happy I can know and memorise more at one go.
OOOhhhh.
Going to see a doc later on.
Asking for an injection too.
Haha, maybe he will ask me if I want to meet his son again.
-.-
Old tricks le, doc low!
:D
Havent seen him in a long time, wonder how old he got now.
;)
Ohhhh.
The muttons will be back from LA today, wonder how many bucks have they lost, and how fat have they gotten?
:D
Teehee, Tuning in to their podcast later on will definitely make my dayyyy.
:D
Today took bus to int.
When was about to tap card, then realised someting white beside me.
And I realised it was amos. o.o
Then there's nothing to talk, Basically because I dont talk much in the morning and that the bus was so peaceful and silent and i can almost hear the ticking of the watch.
o.o
Opened one popup add just now.
And there, printed boldly and bigbigbigbig sized, was a question:
How many balls are there?
-.-
Oh yehhh.
Me, meg and casing prepared lots of questions to ask Kumar this coming DnT lesson.
:D
Teehahahaha.
;]
Cant stop laughing.
Alright.
Im in the mood for everything and anything now.
Going to charge my handphone.
Then take a quick bath.
And go to the doc's at 8pm sharp after my show.
Deceptions!
(:
Bringing my chem book along to the docs too.
Bet the queue will take quite a while to clear.
Hope pop is home by then to take me to the doc.
:]
Yesterday refused to eat the medicine.
Then pop scolded me stubborn.
:D
You bet i am.
Hahahaha.
So now the only pressing problems i have is the DnT research[ cheerios!] , common test and the egg and chicken problem.
But personally in my perspective, I think that it is the Chicken that comes first.
The first ever chickens created just like humans are.
hey, it rhymes. :]
Then there's the problem all over again.
Haha!
Lets just hope I dont dream of the egg and chicken problem and keep repeating it in my dream.
God.
That would suck.
._.
Alright.
There's Co tomorrow. :D
Haha.
Okay, bye people.
[p.s: saw a guy with three medium sized beads binding his little goatee or beard together. THAT, was one of the highlights for today! It was so funny Boss laughed until she sounded as if she was burping. :D]
OKAY.
I musnt sidetrack anymore.
OH NO.
Look at the time!
Spent half an hour just now plainly admiring Taeyang's dance.
Made a resolution.
Must Know his dance steps by next month!
:D
Okay, BYE.
:DDDDDD
Friday, February 19, 2010
Hello people.Im officially sick.
Numb to everything, and im so slow when doing things.
I want to get into the AEM course.
Went to eat sakae with siuhui.
Burnt my hand with hot scalding water.
My left hand is quite badly burnt, the water went all over it.
But its okay for now, I guess.
(:
After sakae, saw benjamin, jamien and jiahoe outside causeway point.
Haha. Took a picture of them.
Posting them next time.
Going for injection tomorrow.
See a doc.
Instructor said something to us on Thursday.
And suddenly, im so worried for the current Sec 2s.
Wonder if co will collapse under their hands?
Or at least, my section.
No promosing talents.
And they are too relaxed.
Anyway.
Its not my problem anymore.
Im stepping down soon.
Not intending to go for the second SYF.
Retiring officially after the Aethetic night, haha.
:)
Will miss shit one the originals and the others next year.
Going to work very hard starting from now.
Dont want to get into Na stream, haha.
(:
And I agree with what Mr Lee said.
People would want to be friends with you when you are very good with all the subjects and are talented.
Who wants to talk to an idiot?
Figures.
Nobody.
So yep.
Nowadays, people would only be close to you on the terms of friendship.
But in fact, who can fathom what they think?
Much or less, they are only trying to get close to you, absorb all your knowledge, and then kick you aside.
Ha.
Materialistic society.
This, is what i learnt these few weeks in school.
Do not ever trust anyone.
not even one percent.
They will try to gain your trust, and in the end make sure you will fall behind them.
That's how cruel they are.
Friendship?
Who cares.
At this age there's no such word in my vocabulary anymore.
I do not know the definition of friendship or the what nots.
All people, are selfish, proud and useless persons.
Having attitude problems makes them look like a loser even more.
Realised, even if i DIED right in front of their eyes, nobody would even notice.
Maybe they would, maybe they would just step over my dead body.
Yeah.
That's how cruel they are.
Examples?
Ha.
I think they will know it themselves.
All those so called close friends.
They are the ones.
All. Except for megan.
Thanks for telling me the truth.
I really appreciated it. (:
And giving me advice on what to do regarding certain matters.
the others, well.
Wait and see.
I'll bet that they will be sucking up to me IF i get good grades.
If i dont?
They will give me the sickening look and pretend not to know me.
Thats who they are.
I realised. (:
Alright.
Bigbang has started their Electric rock tour!
:D
Wish them all the best.
Haha.
Okay.
Goodbye people.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Hello people.Common Test is coming soon.
Talked to Megan.
Today something happened.
And that person knows it.
That person, made me wait such a long time.
And I was even worried that THAT particular person overslept.
So I tried means and ways to get through to her.
Calls, messages.
Nothing.
Reached school, and first thing i saw that person holding was HANDPHONE.
Couldnt that person have replied me?
I know Im not myself anymore.
I know , I know EVERYTHING.
I know what people's views are about me.
I know what wrongs I did.
But its too late.
And since I knew you guys for so long, why couldnt you have told me the truth straightaway and make me turn back to the right track again?
But what i HATE most is deceptions and lies.
Yet, sad to say, everyone puts on a mask before my very own eyes, and I witness them staging a play for me.
At first, sure, I trusted the characters.
But soon everything changed.
That unhealable wound seems healed, but its not.
Its a bottomless pit.
A deep wound that cant be healed forever.
Whenever I am starting, or tried to put everything out of my mind, and my head is almost cleared, people will mention that taboo word.
Yes.
And it bleeds even more.
Sometimes, Its so hard, that I cant do anything right.
If there is such a thing called peace of MIND, I would really like to have some of it.
Even if it is just for one second, a fraction of a second.
Time heals everything.
But, how much more time do i need to forget the things that happened?
Tomorrow, I will start from the very beginning.
I will be very still, very quiet.
And keep everything to myself.
I will be emotionless.
And be a neutral person.
I dont know what to do anymore, so maybe that's the best way to regain my coolness.
Who knows, maybe one day I will be good enough to leave the audience and join back the play?
No matter how hard it bleeds, I would have to act like nothing happened.
(:
From now on, I will never be in a fight with anyone again.
I wont.
If they want to pick a fight with me, I will smile, and walk away.
Even if they raise their voices at me, i will smile, and walk away.
I will take back all my trust on people, and judge them with new eyes again.
Hopefully, one day, I can really get out of this constant hell.
And regain peace, with my healed wound. (:
Alright.
I still have co tomorrow.
WOOHOO.
:D
My seniors, at least, are some thing worth looking forward to.
Haha, cant wait to see Sarah's worksheet!
x]
Name: [date]
Date: Sarah SHIT
HAHAHAHAHA,
:D
THANK god she doesnt know my blog.
Else SHIT2 is going to get killed by SHIT tomorrow. (:
Okay.
Annyeongki haseyo.
(;
Goodnight.
GREAT D.A.Y
Saturday, February 13, 2010
H.E.L.L.O PEOPLE!:D
GREAT DAY TODAY!
Bought an 8GB iTouch.
Had CNY performance yesterday.
HOOOO.
:D
CO was the last section of the performance.
When, FINALLY, i spotted megan and BOSS and th others at the other corner of the Hall.
._.
They kept doing an action to me, and I only figured out what it meant after they did it a few times.
THEY CALLED ME BOTAK!
-_-
Cuhs my hair was all pinned up since morning assembly.
:D
Had 2 periods of E Maths, then im GONE to break for half an hour and went to report to co room at 9.15 SHARP.
;P
Hahaha!
:D
And went to cwp later with zinc and siu mate.
Bought nail polish.
They bought black ones, I bought BROWN one. :D
And bought a crown sticker for my nails.
Not BAD. :D
BUT!
BUT
BUT!
There's still TONNES of homework waiting for me to complete.
._.
Have a FULL schedule starting from tomorrow!
:D
Tomorrow going to paternal side.
Monday, going to YiSuan's house and maybe after that go meg's house for party or something.
WEDNESDAY, Partay at JASMINE LIM'S HOUSE!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO.
:D
Oh yea.
Sad.
Kumar changed our PARTNERS!
:@
So I have to sit beside Eldon now.
I miss JASMINE LIM . ;C
-sniffs-
Ohhh.
Charging iTouchhhh till 12 mn today.
POO.
._.
My pop has dozed off on the sofa.
HAHA.
What a COOL pose he has!
:D
Left leg on the table.
Right leg straight on the floor.
Head resting on his left hand.
His left hand has a curled pose.
LOL.
Right hand went to the back of the sofa.
HAHAAHAHAHA.
:D
Bought a lot of stuffs from Metro yesterday and today.
o_o
Bought an airpot for 70+$, his clothes, my iTouch.
LOL.
Went to the basement just now.
Redeemed a chance for lucky draw, got an angpow packet[ cool one!], 5$delifrance voucher and a ROSE.
:D
Ate at pasta's just now.
The cheese were too sandy and cheesey.
Like Im eating sand. -_-
Went to Cold storage and Homefix.
LOL.
Then went home.
And SURPRISED my sleeping mom with the rose.
Told her, " Eh ma! Zhe ge rose gei ni, QING REN JIE KUAI LE!''
-She took it-
Then blah blah.
And then i said , " Hen mei right? Yi duo 10 kuai qian leh! "
And her, " OOO YOH."
O_O
HAHAHAHA.
And then i laughed so loudly.
Told her it was for FREE.
:D
oh well.
BYEBYE.
Going for my STEAMBOAT REUNION DINNER NOW!
:D
3E3'2010 LOVEEEEEED!
HAHAHAHA.
:D
WGSCO, LOVEEEEEED!
:D
TEACHERS, LOVEEEEEED!
I have CUTE teachers this year.
xD
2E3'09, LOVEEEED TOOO!
:DDDDD
HAHAHAHA.
okayokay.
Byebye!
S.T.E.A.M.B.O.A.T
Monday, February 1, 2010
ITS FUNFAIR DAY TOMORROW!:D
Hope it cuts into cca time.
:D
NOT going to bring instrument home.
Maybe, going home with MUHANNNN and ZIYANNN. :D
There's E maths test tomorrow.
OMO.
._.
Tomorrow then revise finish everything. :]
Old injury acted up randomly at unexpected times , but overall its okay.
(:
Glad to know that Youngbae's Fall In Love song ft. Thelma Ayoma or something, TOPPED THE CHART.
:D
-CLAPS-
Felt more lightheaded today.
Ever since I sorted out everything.
:]
Getting back into focus today.
Quite a positive day it is today too.
Not bad.
(:
WHAT THE BLEH!
Haha, random.
JOASH UNCLE!
YOU GET WELL SOON YEA.
Invent a dam device inside your throat to stop all the floods.
HAHA.
:D
Grammy AWARD 2010!
Taylor swift's Today was a fairytale is NICE.
Highly reccommended.
(:
Song of the week: Sorry Sorry (I suppose)
Haha
:D
Blah blah blah is airing on 987 FM now. (:
It is time that I moved on in my life.
Maybe, you are just a more imprinted print in my life along the way.
Maybe, we werent even supposed to be carrying on like that when I first realised the problems recurring oftenly.
And now I realise, that there are no more medication to heal anything.
It is best that we dont communicate anymore.
Time for me to move on in life.
A fresh chapter in my life.
Everything would be locked tidily and not to be mentioned in the future.
Im sure, that you have your friends along the way too.
But I realise that we dont click.
Today, shall be the last day that I ever mention of you.
I've made up my mind, and i know what i am doing.
Goodbye, seven years of friendship.
Everything shall end here, today.
(;
By 12 am, everything would be tidied and I would start a new chapter of my life tomorrow.
Even if there's mourning to be done, I wont allow it.
Take care and move on in life.
Im sure there are many others out there waiting to embrace you.
Im not suited to be with you, not anymore.
If you think that you have found comfort in your austria guy, then I have nothing to say.
Whatever happens in the future, I wish you all the best.
You told me to remember?
I remember EVERY SINGLE THING.
I've done a lot of reflections, and I have done a lot of comparisons or thinking of everything.
On how to solve this mess.
How to clean away this permanent spot.
But sad to say.
I dont think I can bear to continue with where I left off.
There's still a bright future for you.
And even if you cry there will be people comforting you.
Im positive, that Im not the best one for you in this life.
There will be more suitable for you.
I shall end here.
Kamsah Hamnida.
Alright people!
:D
Im going to watch Tv right now.
Annyeong. (: