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Friday, June 25, 2010
Hello.A final update before the school starts. -although i said i quitted blogging-
Still rushing out homework of course.
And, sad to say.
But Im currently very displeased + upset + dislike someone's behaviour.
Starts with a M.
I know she knows what im talking about, naturally.
Anyway.
:]
Just wanted to wish everybody good luck!
And dont be too obsessed with things.
Somethings can never ever be forced upon someone's will.
:]
And people!
Live everyday like the best day ever alright!
:D
Okay.
Goodbyeeee. -forever-
[.ps: I might still tag at the tagboard :3 but no more posts. ^ ^]
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Annyounghaseyo.For now, I would like to leave this blog, as well as everything behind and start a new chapter of my life.
(:
Over the years, many people has changed into who they are today.
But somehow, many have just forgotten who they really are.
Im setting up another blog, somewhere out there, that only one friend of mine knows. (:
So, people.
Let's just take it that i've officially quitted blogging alright?
Thanks for all those who posted, goodbye.
For those who hates/ dislikes my current behaviour.
Then im sorry.
I admit i was sometimes being rude.
And sometimes also being unthinkingly unthinkable.
And sometimes inconsiderate.
I admit, and what about yourselves?
I dont wish to pinpoint anyone, but nowadays majority of everyone has disappointed me.
._.
Therefore, people!
Just take it that i migrated or something already, alright?
If you want to chat with me , you still can.
LANDAI.1809@HOTMAIL.COM
(:
Goodbye, for now.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Officially deserting this blog for another soon.(:
I want a new lease of life!
A new start, so it means new things.
byebye
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Annyoung haseyo.
:]
Took this a few days back.
Was reminded of someone justnow by twin.
._.
After so many years, i still feel so guilty.
Maybe, just maybe if I never did that to him.
He might not have quitted school, quitted his passion to dancing.
And he might also have not gone back to smoking, and even dyeing his hair to THAT colour.
Sometimes, when a person just does something wrong for once.
Just once, and that certain person would regret it forever.
And I mean really forever, for as long as that certain someone shall live. ):
Live in guilt and drowned in sadness whenever reminded by that matter.
Sigh.
I think, only NatWY knows what i mean. :o
Sigh.
If I could turn back the time now, I really would not, wouldnt even hestitate to even think about doing that wrong move again.
._.
ALRIGHT.
NOW.
FOR.
THE.
HAPPY.
NEWS.
(:
Taeyang;s second album is coming out.
Titled, SOLAR.
Deluxe edition, with 11 songs and 2 additional bonus song tracks.
(:
Do support him!
Haha.
It's releasing on 1st July 2010.
So, people.
For my birthday, you can just get me that album and i would be very happy. (:
Kidding!
Okay.
Byebye.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Annyounghaseyo. (:Got woken up by Ben first thing in the morning.
Told him im not going to the AEM/ ABM, then kap!ped his call.
And then Mr Tan SL called me again.
-___________-
So out of courtesy, i went.
In the end I realised it was not that professional as i thought it to be.
:o
But still.
I should be able to get my certificate.
(;
Going to the Mint museum tomorrow.
:o
It's quite a small one. ._.
But would do.
(:
Aesthetics night was not that great.
._.
Sigh.
I dont think that i would want to care about my section anymore.
NOT with THESE kinds of people in it.
Im not saying all are like that, but maybe one or two.
Those suckish people should just be kicked in their ass and thrown to jail.
Inconsiderate, Throwing tantrums. pushing own's faults and blaming them on someone else.
Is this what i should see ?
Is this the spirit that we should have?
I dont know.
LOL.
That's what i see, saw .
Alright.
Let's change topics.
I got to go at 9pm.
Uhhhhh.
Hehe.
I've skipped almost all maths tuition for this month already.
._.
Holidays are more hectic than normal schooldays!
:/
Sighhhh.
Returning concert ticket to siuhui.
You know, sometimes one is just so sick and tired of everything and in the end, everything and anything doesnt matter much to them anymore.
._.
Just like a lyric goes,
Sometimes we cant even see things that are just near us.
Or at least that's somehow like somewhat it goes?
Zee.
What crap am i talking now.
._.
okay.
Clarifice is going off to be busy and running along now.
Takecare, people.
(:
Special thanks to NATwy for the 'consulting' services.
:D
Annyounghikyeseyo!
[p.s: Currently i can only read hangul but dont know what they mean. @______n]
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Annyounghaseyo.Komawayo, to those that tagged me and especially, those that encouraged me to move on during these hard times.
:)
Bought Blingbling today with siuhui at SSC.
Just nice.
;]
And it's getting lae, so i have to be very quick.
Aesthetics night is coming, and im sad to say, but co still sucks like shit.
._.
So dissappointed.
What's up with co nowadays?
all the stupid attitudes, i just hate to go to co now.
._.
Cant find back the feelings that i once had.
ending with this fat picture of my FAT hand in the BG.
:D
Annyounghi kyeseyo!
Once again, komawoyo,
:DD
-cries-
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Hi.OMO.
http://cfile6.uf.tistory.com/image/152FD6044BF549CE1C98D4
Is it just me, or am i seeing beard and moustache?!
that's shocking.
I would still prefer it if he SHAVED.
It would definitely look way better.
With those tufts of bristles around it looks like he is an ahpeh!
Not that ahpeh, i meant.
But still.
OMO.
._.
-SHOCKS-
Hello.
Starting to learn korean words recently.
Can side read abit now.
(:
Went to siuhui's house today.
Didnt buy th presents.
In the end, spilled my remaining pasta on my lap.
Z.
So unglam.
Now using siuhui's other laptop.
Tomorrow going to see laptops at Courts.
LOL.
Maybe not.
Maybe, she will just go back on her words again.
Huh.
Some people are not to be trusted.
Updated myself on ATY, his recent activities today.
Cool.
:D
So now he will have TWO iTouchies.
(:
And people, for the nicest, best heart stopping moment:
Tell me goodbye from Bigbang,
It's the best song i've ever heard.
(:
x3's
Crap.
I still have Chem re-test tomorrow???
._.
sigh.
hope tomorrow would be a SHORT day for me.
(:
And HOPE i can get a new laptop.
ASAP.
Prince of persia is showing soon.
SHREK showed yesterday.
And I still havent watched The Last Song yet.
Anybody wants to watch any of the movies?
CONTACT ME.
:D
Aesthetics night is coming.
Going to be busy, sure as hell i am .
At all costs, im going to.
REJECT BEING THE PRINCIPAL.
Actually, i would FREAK out.
Told Shermaine that i wont and dont want to be.
She said yes.
But i think its only for now.
-_-
When the time is ripe, i'll BET she will put me as Principal.
and i would still REJECT.
._.
STRESS.
interview for japan trip is next monday or tuesday.
double stress.
chem test tomorrow, triple stressed.
Dadm meeting with Mr Kumar on next Friday[?] ,SUPER FRIPLED STRESSED.
And guess what.
I took my mc, and went home then realised that the doc gave it as on yesterday, not for today.
._.
Getting IC soon.
I dont really know how to talk in a whole chunk today, so i just typed down whatever i thought of in my mind.
Alright.
Its getting late!
Time to sign off.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Annyeong haseyo.Today was the last paper.
Lost 9 marks.
-bangs wall-
._.
-jumps walls-
eeh.
Thought about sharin some nice and delicious[some] photos i found on the internet.
Because...
It's time to indulge on ourselves!
:D
-drum rolls......-
TADA:
TIRAMISU,
teddy bear Tiramisu.
COFFEE: latte art
straight lines. :]
nice flower. (:
the making of a latte?
sophisticated yet basic style.
cute teddy. but too floffy? :o
stars. seems easy to make. :]
nice and sharp, accurate piece of art. -claps-
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Annyeonghaseyo.Komawayo, those who encouraged me on during this period of time.
Special thanks to Yisuan eobonni and Clicque.
(:
Watched a movie at JP called :'Ice Kachang Puppy Love' today.
It depicts a male lead called Botak.
And the female lead called 'Da Jia Yu'. or otherwise fighting fish in english.
Its most probably filmed in Malaysia.
:]
So far, I've done my utmost best for all my papers, but as for the results, well, lets just wait for it to come out.
Even i am not sure what i would get.
But it cant be that bad.
Overall, I mean.
:]
Tuesday, was the day that my Nanna left this earth.
The 49th day of her passing on.
Checked ATY just now, and saw that Yb is..
I dont know how to say.
But if one day realise i dont have the ability to have the affinity anymore, and that is, not me arraying first.
Then I would just move on in life.
Hm.
Aesthetics night is coming righttttt up !
Those who are coming, look out for me. :D
Im definitely going to be at the first few of my section.
-_-
Currently everything in my section is so messed up that i dont even want to bother much anymore.
Alright.
Im trying to look for barista basics books.
And design books as well.
Those who wants to get me a birthday present, you might want to consider getting me a book?
Provided that by that time no one else or i have it yet.
(:
Not much people are online anymore.
I guess, people are just moving on in life?
Not using computer for quite a long period of time, I've gotten used to it naturally.
So maybe, if i do get a laptop in the future, I would just use it for my admin use.
:D
Regarding the previously results/ My finance matters:
I would only like to clarify one thing, and that is, I do not try to save money for the sake of saving, Im actually saving for my targeted 4-5 year plans ahread.
If you dont believe me, you can ask Clique.
If there are people with some misconceptions around, then well, i shall leave it up to you to believe it or not.
Sure, being candid and straightforward is good.
Yet, too much of it isnt good either.
Trying to sound that i am very desperate for money and that im such a kind of person doesnt help at all.
Ever since the death of my nanna, the impact and all didnt really got registered in my mind until like, almost a month of her passing.
Gradually, I got to realise more and more things.
Fightings, quarellings, all these unhappy moments are just not meaningful in anyway.
I know i know.
I shouldnt reconnoir on the past.
Life is merely just a life.
Once we pass on, there's nothing with us.
No money, no nothing.
If we bring on our hatred, anger and all to our next stage of world, what's the point?
In this world, I hate to say it, but many people are distraught/ infatuated with hatred, greediness, and anger, that they could no longer discern between their needs and wants.
Im not going to hide it, but some thoughts of suicide has passed my mind before, and that's when i got so depressed i asked Clique some things.
She should know about it.
(:
Only through fear, do we get realisation.
Only through stress, do we get relaxation.
Only through sadness, do we understand and truly feel, happiness.
Only through being lots of downs, do we then get the ups in our lives.
Only through all the bad things in life, can we get up on our two feet again.
Only by casting aside your jealousy, hatred, stubborn-ess, anger, can you fully and truly feel happiness, peace, freedom, relaxed.
On to another topic.
Myes are going to be over soon.
Ever wondered what you can/ are going to do?
I have no idea either.
:]
Maybe, im going to try for piano lessons, composing songs and singing them.
:)
Only knew through siuhui yesterday that J.bieber broke his voice.
FINALLY.
(;
Card went out of money once again.
Z.
Okay.
There's still one more paper left.
Maths paper 1!
And im free.
Haha.
Currently: Learning Hangul, starting with its vowels.
:)
And thence, its time to bid goodbye.
Annyeonghi kyeseyo.
(:
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Annyeonghaseyo.Quite fun but tiring day today.
Woke at 2+pm.
Nearly 3pm.
Rushed to funeral site.
Changed, ate a big bun and two eggs.
Ran down.
Sat with Jasmine.
Not the Jasmines from register 4 and 6!
(:
After that.
Sat with Lengleng and Beebee.
Folded papers again.
Hand kept trembling today.
Lack of sleep.
Today, which is later.
Is the cremation day.
Sigh.
._.
Tomorrow as usual, everybody is going to be present except for Ahboy.
LOL.
Dont know his real name.
-_-
:D
Im intending to sleep on the floor today.
My bed is too comfy for my own good.
(:
Waking up at 6/7am.
Five days passed by so quickly.
As a form of respect for my Grandma, I've decided not to eat dinner for at least one week.
Rejecting all lunch invitations!
Wether if it's from me, guanyi, sp or who.
:D
Made my stand clear today.
Wont eat wont eat at pizzahut!
ONLY foodcourt.
(;
Save money. ._.
Working hard starting from later on.
That is, after my long good sleep after the funeral.
:]
It's 3.23 am now.
Tired.
Tomorrow, Im ascertained im bound to cry again when they push her body to burn.
Sigh.
._.
Oh well.
:D
Goodnight and goodmorning, Hyungs and dongsaengs! :D
Friday, March 19, 2010
Annyeonghaseyo!Seriously reached my limit today.
._.
My cousin's friend saw Grandma today!
(:
So elated and reassured[?] that she is present around us, even though we cant see her.
.___.
Didnt sleep for 20 hours straight.
Slept for 23 hours.
.______________.
Audi is still not able to be played.
-_-
What are the use of the GMs and etc when they cant even handle the audition patch and files?
Just end the game will do.
LOL kidding.
Still not done with History, S.s, DnT and English.
Oh my.
Talked to Beebee on Fb just now.
LOL.
Taught her how to display the smiley face.
MY PLEASURE.
:D
Smileys are my FAVOURITE things to teach!
Haha.
Okay.
Seriously.
Too.
Tired.
Only slept for three hours for 48 hours!
._.
Wondering if i should go for MCo in the morning?
I can even WALK there.
But nah.
Too troublesome.
._.
Annyeongkhihaseyo eobonnis, hyungs, dongsaengs and many more.
Btw ben the FRANKS.
I dont think i have your new number.
Msg me if you see this post yea.
Or get my number from siuhui.
:]
Okay.
Byebye.
Remember to visit me in the hospital.
x]
Annyeong, Hyungs, dongsaengs& Eobonnis.
._.
Folded funeral paper ingots since yesterday afternoon till today morning 1.30am.
Slept at 3am.
Woke at 6+am.
Ate breakfast with Megan Eobonni.
Met Casing CUTIE at the interchange.
Went to school for maths remedial together.
Teacher kept talking about me.
Ask me maths question.
Ask me my name and how to write it out.
Took the newspaper to my desk and hit the duster.
Then called yangzhan to take me to zhan.
LOL.
-_-
Went to cwp with Shenyu, Sophia, Germaine and Candice.
My god.
The moment sophia and candice saw me, called me Xiao lan lan.
-_______________-
Went to the pasar malam nearby and took a quick walk in there.
Then they saw the Breadtalk morning Breakfast offer.
Ran there to get their bread.
LOL.
Got abit bored and stomachache was starting.
Bid goodbye and went to Library myself.
While I was looking for chinese storybooks, lifted my head and.
Oh, my.
To my horrors I saw Sarah the SHIT2.
:D
Dragged me to the toilet!
again.
-_-
Then dragged me to sit with her, Huimin and Angelica if im not wrong. :]
Thereafter, continued to look for my books.
And sat down to read them.
When Sarah and co. left, Megan arrived soon after.
Showed her the comic book.
Wanted to borrow.
Removed her sticker on the front of her ez-link and stuck it to the p.e tee.
Had my lunch and dinner at pizzahut.
Went home after that.
(;
Asked that oldguy to wake me up at 4.10pm.
Said no.
So im not going to sleep for at least another..
75hours?
Im not sure.
Around there, im sure.
If i faint, I would welcome everyone to come visit me in the hospital yea.
(:
Alright.
Too tired to type too.
Reached my limits.
Currently.
Slept for three hours, stomachache, headache, hand PAIN.
and back pain.
Sigh.
Cant even afford to take a nap.
Going off in ten minute's time.
(:
Watching some Youtube videos now.
Annyeongkhihaseyo, hyungs, dongsaengs, eobonnis, samchons, oppas. ._.