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Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hi people.:]
An nyoung.
Today was quite happy.
I was very very very happy .
When I was with kims, that is.
We went out toady to celebrate our belated birthdays.
(:
Intended to watch a movie, but in th end we never, too late.
haha.
Bought Kuroshitsuji's wallet !
Then when I was watching Kimi playing my psp, two people, one china and one eurasian appoached us.
Then they asked us where is Macdonalds.
So we took them there.
Good deed.
haha !
Then there was also one time.
There were two guys dressed in white chicks costumes.
One handed us the korean restaurant's ad and discount coupon or smth.
haha.
:D
funny.
White chicks.
then i played maple when i went home.
Got into a little bit of conflict with ands.
Then he went offline.
And never online after that.
Gaming D.O.T.A again I suppose?
Sorry ands.
My temper's not THAT good nowadays.
Then I continued.
Went into a mini quarrel with megan chang jia qi.
then in the end she said sorry.
and it was my FAULT, later somehow.
Then I thought of gong to find her and chui siewpeng.
They said to wait for me.
In the end.
I reached.
They went off on their own.
again.
Then they said.
I could wait there for them if i want.
And so I waited.
Then I tracked that they were not coming back at all.
So i asked megan chang.
Then she said sorry again.
And so later I go find Kellyn.
I thought ,"hey, its gnna be better."
Then.
kellyn talked lesser and lesser.
And then out of nowhere.
I died.
Nobody even commented.
And so i died a total of three times.
I got so sad then .
Even when I said bye.
Only Kellyn replied me.
Huh.
Details im not going into them.
What's the use?
You all tell me slowly slowly train.
Yet you all go chiong till like that.
What's th point?
You all said you would wait for me.
Yet you all didnt come back.
You all told me to wait for you all.
I did.
You all never came back.
Yet, all you all said was a plain, 5words "sorry"
Sorry?
What if i killed your parents then i said sorry?
Actions speaks louder than words.
You all dont even mean what you all said.
And so now I know.
I really got to see your true faces.
Games, Popularity, Fame, Money, are more important than me.
Yet I ask, what am I to you?
A pest?
An irritating girl?
An ignorant girl?
A sickening girl?
A stupid, dumn girl?
A girl who trusts people too many times?
A girl who moronly waits for people who never returns, and all that girl gets is just a sorry?
In my perspectives.
That's what I AM to you.
Now I know.
I can only really trust kimi.
others are just fake smiles.
huh.
Good lesson learnt.
once again, sorry ands for just now.
Its not your fault.
I was too sad only.
Sorry.
:D
<3's kimi